It's been 3,5 months already? Really? What the hell happened?
I'm not trying to show off any kind of English improvement here, but since I've gotten requests from my new non-Swedish speaking friends I'll try my best to write so at least most of you can understand me this time. And even if my English fluency might have improved, I'm still not what I could be in terms of spelling but please bear with me.;)

So, where to begin.
Remember when I said that I'm sick and tired of depending on other people when it comes to my life and what I want to do with it? That I don't want to be stuck with unfulfilled wants and dreams only because my friends and people around me doesn't share them. That I don't want to be scared to just try, even if I sometimes have to do it alone.
Well, let's just say this experience has been exactly what I needed.

I left Sweden thinking that if it all goes to shit, at least I'll get some sun and a couple of months off from work. I didn't really have any higher expectations cause I was too afraid to get disappointed. But I couldn't have been more wrong.
This was probably the best idea I ever had (and as you know, I usually have a lot of them) and now I don't really know how to continue my normal life at home.

Come on, I don't want to stay in Sweden?! Longing for a week of vacation ones every summer and just "push through" the other 51 weeks of the year. I want to travel! See the world!:D (Yeah, yeah, now I just sound like a prick I know, but really, why not?)

One thing I learned is that things don't have to be so fucking complicated all the time. You don't need 2 months of planning for every step you take, which is normally how I would do it. You don't need to overthink just about everything and you definitely don't have to lose out on opportunities because people surrounding you doesn't share your needs.

Right now I'm so full of excitment when I think about the rest of my life that I could just kiss you all! :)
(I won't by the way so you may return to your seat again.)